Crabby Tuesday
In town for the entire week and attending a business class course. Learning lots but not really having fun interacting with the rest of the class. I'm still polite of course and I help answer questions if they have any doubts about what was covered but beyond that, nada. No small talk. No tagging along to the toilet or canteen. Anyway, I just can't be bothered enough to try. I am not interested in popularity contests and I have no desire to seek acceptance or get people to like me.I feel bad for feeling this way but seriously, I don't see any point in getting to know them. We'll probably never bump into each other again after these four days, we won't remember each others names and we are most definitely not keeping in touch. You see? Pointless.
I've been feeling this way for most of the trips I take too. I always give 100% when I work but after work, I just want to hang out alone. These girls, they only ever want to shop and can't ever decide what they want to do. I don't think we have much in common. I have adventurous plans that require way too much walking for them and I don't have the time to wait around. I am not babysitting anyone.
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A file-full of stuff to read through and memorize for Thursday's test. And another 3 long days of class. October's roster is delayed yet again. My room is still in a mess despite my best efforts to keep it tidy. My uniform is getting way too snug for my liking. My lugguage which I sent to the Samsonite Service Centre for repair 4 months ago is still not ready for collection and I just ate a whole load of crap for dinner. So what else is new?
I'm in a foul mood this evening and I miss him way too much :o(
Hurry home to me...
posted by Pocahontas @ 7:55 PM
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